'Tis the Season...

...to be "Mary".."well, that's my name". Ahh...Gotta love it. Christmas Vacation - the movie, that is - on TBS and every other cable movie channel at any time of day. It is one of those movies that makes me laugh hysterically, quote lines for two hours straight and feel confident that my family is not high on the dysfunctional chart. I watched it on Saturday night with my dad as we helped my mom wrap presents. It's a beaut, Clark.

...to be chubby. HELLO COOKIES! My waist line is succumbing to the never-ending pile of cookies that seem to procreate during the night on top of my stove. I have them in baggies, in tins, on plates & in tubs. I have gone to THREE cookie bakes in the last week & a half. All fun - don't get me wrong - girlfriends & cookie dough = one heck of a time. HOWEVER, my will power is getting less & less as the days continue. I was finally able to fill baggies for my favorite gals at work and my amazing neighbors. God bless them for taking them out of my hands - literally!

...to be grateful. I have SO MUCH. An AMAZING family. Such wonderful friends. A GREAT job with loyal & kind co-workers. And the most thoughtful and sensitive boyfriend a girl could dream of. This time of year is hard for me...I often reflect on those that aren't alive to share the beautiful holiday with me and it makes me sad. THIS YEAR, I am trying to be THANKFUL...making conscious efforts daily. So, thank YOU. Thank you for your support & love.

...to be at peace. On Christmas Day, it will be one full year since I lost my sweet little man, Spencer. It's been one heck of a year, to say the least. But I made it. For my family & friends that have supported me through the most difficult time in my entire life, I cannot thank you enough. Your kindness will forever be deeply imbedded in my heart with appreciation.

I wish you all a very "Mary", Chubby, Grateful and Peaceful Christmas. Sending love to each of you & your families. See you in the NEW year! I think it's going to be a good one!